dun make me cant believe u again =]

now..1am...write blog...
tmr dun wan write liao..
today at sch...whole day..no mood..
thinking of the dream...scare one the the dream wil achieve..
haix..always think so much d..
thn go tuition lo..b4 go tuition..joshua ask me..
y i tell him..i say bcoz he r my bf..
i sad...sad bcoz of he promise me dun tel joshua d..
now he tel le..
thn...tuition time...no smile...no mood..no c him whole tuition time..
bla bla bla..thn...i use ruler do my hand red..i syok..
abit pain..but nvm...
do a LOVE at my hand...now..i use ruler..
next time..knife...haha...
if i use knife..cant do my hand..ltr tiok tolak markah..
i do at my leg..i pro leh..
gai liao...i siao liao...自惨...vry syok!!
whn i use ruler to my hand...jiayi keep snatch my ruler..
say dun do le..vry pain..
idc lo...i wan do..i syok..haiz..y i change until like tht liao..
thn..
bck home...no mood lo...
chat wif joshua...bla bla bla..
i ask him(g)got lie me or say my bad thing b4 ma...
he say no..
thn i duno can believe ma...
i now scare to sms him ask about this thing liao...
haix..pls tel me the truth..
i dont know y i so scare..
i think so much le ma?
i scare bcoz i scare lose u...
to dear>i noe u hav lie me b4~if got..pls tel me.i no angry..
if u dun tel me..thn if i noe u got lie me b4..thn i will...do wat..u aslo noe d..
我变到好恐怖...我以前不会这样的..为了谁呢?咳...
我变了吗?
想了好多..我很恨你骗我..
我给你机会说有没有骗过我..你说没有..
但是你确实骗过我..!!为什么要骗我..
我很想放手了..
但...我一想到你的脸..心软了..
拜托...我很怕....对我说实话了好吗?




I LOVE MY LAO GONG^^